Feel like crying about my horse? My worst fears were confirmed?

well...i know how much it would pain you but you might (if you would like to carry through with jumping and speed and what not) have to sell her. Sell her as a companion horse, or a trail horse. Lease her out to someone who wants to trail ride, a lease to own type of deal. I guess it's really up to you, would you like to learn how to jump, or would you like to keep your mare who cannot jump?